Repressed

Nose bleeds and dirty fingernails
Childhood beckons with reckoning
In the corners of my mind
Hide the screams and wet cheek tear streams
I can see me in my worn out jeans
Too small to take such a fall
These things never stay buried
They just recede until your limits exceed
Then hit you hard with vengeance
Seething fury, breathing
They sting all that much harder
And the hurt goes deeper than we could ever have imagined

rarasworldbro


Orange Is the New Black (2013)

Orange Is the New Black (2013)

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Okay

There are these pills in this packet that I’m supposed to pop
And when I do, I guess it’s supposed to help make it stop
But they’ve been sitting on my shelf for quite a long while
And it’s been even longer since I really smiled
I’m waiting to feel a tiny trace of organic bliss
The kind produced by a real moment, a meaningful kiss
One that isn’t synthesised, or brought on by a high
For years it’s all been sorrow, and wishing to die
If I could find that one moment, and feel something again
I could find my way back, but it’s hard to explain
Maybe I’ll pop them, because I’ve spent far too long waiting
Maybe happy isn’t real, it’s only memories reverberating
Echoing in my mind, but the sounds are distorted
I was never happy, I just got okay contorted

rarasworldbro

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becausebirds:

Owl in a towel.

becausebirds:

Owl in a towel.

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